| long time since i wrote anything |
[Sep. 29th, 2009|09:01 am] |
So in summary since my last entry I have;
-moved to an appartment with my mom and sis
-gone through one boyfriend
-gone on a whole bunch of dates, which is quite fun indeed in fact I got one today after school
-started my first term in school
-improved my book reading skills
(-økat mit fultal från 70 något till 110)
All in all this is one hell of a boring lesson :) |
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[May. 15th, 2009|08:00 pm] |
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Thoroughly enjoying my new found freedom albeit in constant stress to get enough sleep so I can get through my workday without falling asleep standing so I can get home on time to talk to people on msn for 30 minutes before going to bed so I can get enough sleep for another workday...
Moving to an apartment with my mom and sister on June 1st. This will be a new experience... *shit is going to hit the fan sooner or later ...2 of us in a 2 room apartment = ok , 3 of us? = disaster, but can't be helped can't let my sister live with our dad anymore*
Right now we're all packing and cleaning like our lives depended on it, very anxious about getting done on time.
Going to be alone at work for most of tomorrow which sucks, no one to talk to :/ or no one to yell at me. Hopefully I'll get to go see Coraline at the movies in the evening which should make up for the loneliness (together with very sweet awesome guy named Roy).
Wish I had more time in a day... |
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[Mar. 13th, 2009|10:02 pm] |
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So my 3 month trial employement is up and my boss hasn't mentioned it since 2,5 months, I guess... I GET TO KEEP MY JOBB YAY :D
Anyway, I'm enjoying it, not as much as I did the first couple of weeks but it's quite alright and enough to keep me going on minimal sleep. Now if the guy who started work there the month after me would just get fired or quit it would be perfect. Seriously never ever disliked a guy so much in my entire life. First off all he has a very VERY short fuse, always throws shit around, doesn't understand the basics of respect and demands respect without earning it. I'm starting to think the only way he feels he can be taken seriously is if he's yelling 0_o ... I could rant on and on...
There's a lot of time for me to think about it too, since he keeps sticking me in the kitchen ... on meat ball duty.... ffs I made 24 kg of meatballs today!
Since I've been getting paid since january I've been buying shit like crazy, never been able to before, but I'm pretty happy with what I've got by now. :3 Don't think there's much else I need.
We're also planning on moving, just got an estate agent to value our house and we're looking into buying an apartment. Not sure what to think of it, I'll miss this place for sure.
I gotta clean my room up >.<
A bit unhappy about the amount of knitting I want to do versus the amount of time needed to do it..
Current Knit/Crochet works in progress; KittyKatHat, Orange/brown Freehand mittens, Heart Tattoo Coin Purse(not sure yet if its a purse yet thoo), Freeform Crochet Shawl |
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| i'm actually employed 0_o |
[Dec. 15th, 2008|10:04 pm] |
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I've been in a state of shock for nearly 4 days now.
My 3 week internship at the meat section of a supermarket in Denmark ended last friday and at the end of the day the master butcher there told me they wish to keep me there and if possible pay for my education. :) Which is fantastic!
But it does mean my already cut down (ca 12 hours...) internet time is going to be reduced to ca 1 hour per day. (4 hour total of journeying back and forth every day... then bedtime almost directly after I get home to repeat the same the next day... crikey 0_ô I'm gunna die...)
There's not enough time in a day to even do my knitting, I'm feeling my mental health is suffering because of that too. Knitting keeps me calm and collected. So I'm trying to do some crochet on the train, so far its ok but it's not fair isle knitting... I wanna do fair isle T___________T ...
So now I got 3 months of work laid out in front of me before the final decision about my apprenticeship as a detail butcher is made. But at least I will get paid for these 3 months. :) |
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| tihihi, finally xD |
[Nov. 23rd, 2008|02:18 pm] |
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Your result for The Harry Potter Husband Test...
Mrs. SnapeYour perfect HP man is Severus Snape.
You like a guy of loyalty and intelligence and don't really mind if he comes across as a bit harsh. Or a bit bastardy. Or if he happens to terrify every child who crosses his path. The point is that under that rough exterior lies...well, a rough interior. But under that is a soft, squishy center and you don't mind at all that you're the only person in the world who gets to see it.
(Fanart by Grant Gould GrantGould.com Used with permission.)
Take The Harry Potter Husband Test at HelloQuizzy
So tomorrow I've got my first day as an intern in a store called Kvickly, somewhat scared (:/ seriously eeeep)! Have to get up at 5 :/ soooo early >.< ... I hope it won't be too difficult to get that studentcontract I really need the money... |
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[Oct. 30th, 2008|01:40 pm] |
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 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In May I bought porn for ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) mimblexwimble (-10 points). In March I caught a purse-snatcher who stole warpedminded's purse (30 points). In April I bought porn for slashpervert (10 points). In July I signed my organ donor card (28 points). In August I ruled Duluth, Minnesota as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points).
Overall, I've been nice (758 points). For Christmas I deserve an XBox 360!
Sincerely,
davyse |
So next week I'm starting school again, for a 6 week introduction course and hopefully by mid-December I'll have a working student contract :)
Kinda nervous how it will be, never thought I'd become a butcher/delicatessassistent/meatcarver.
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| :3 hell yeah, allthough twins are...yummy too |
[Oct. 30th, 2008|08:42 am] |
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| You Scored as Draco Malfoy If you went to Hogwarts Draco Malfoy would be doing you...not the other way around. He's mean, rich, and dark. But those aren't the only parts parts of him you love. He had you on your back the second he threw you down and had his way with you. And you loved every minute of it. The two of you have fucked just about on every surface of Hogwarts...including that rediculus Harry Potter's bed.
Go head girl go head get down.
| Fred and George Weasley |
| 85% |
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[Sep. 17th, 2008|06:34 pm] |
3rd day on the job its ok, yesterday i sold 2, im quite pleased with that.
but its sorta deppressing trying to fool people to give money to some organization that i wouldn't even consider ever giving money to 0o''
i suppose if i can just live with it for a month or so i'll atleast get something out of it, if i just quit now i wont even get enough money to cover what I've spent on coffee and sugary stuff 0o' like first 10 days u dont get the entire hourly wage that u make after 10 days, 5 day total for me right now so 2-3 more weeks should do it... maybe 4... depending how the weather is and if i cant get another jobb soon |
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[Sep. 12th, 2008|05:06 pm] |
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:) haven't posted in a while, sooo I thought maaaybe I should :D heh
anyways i got a job, which I'll probably loose next week because I'm absolutely horrid at it. XD I'm one of those annoying people in town who go around trying to recruit money/members for charity. Oh god how I hate it! ^^' just the whole trying to make people stop and listen to me and then agree to give money every month ? yikes, well atleast I get some money, buys me more time to find another job, it's only 4 hours per day...
I try my best and that's all I can do really.
What else... well I'm doing a lot of knitting recently, I'm in a total mitten/glove/hands in general stage, I'm hoping to get some pairs done until it gets really cold and ofc for xmas, yeah I started planning the xmas gifts in august.... normal?
I made a pair of these http://www.eunnyjang.com/knit/2006/11/endpaper_mitts.html i'm totally proud even if they're a bit wonky (one is 2 cm longer than the other 0o' and i cant figure out why XD)
Making some mittens for the boytoy, in navy and oatmeal colors using my own pattern so I'm not sure how they're going to look since well I've never done mittens before XD bah well they look great so far, it can't be so hard as long as i keep notes.... right?
Oh and I'm totally angry about the whole harry potter HBP delay, totally wtf.. hate them and theeen they delay the game to :( sniff
clickey and join here its funnier that the one im trying to recruit for! XD lol
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[Jun. 4th, 2008|04:33 pm] |
Bored, very bored, my left hand hurts from all the knitting I've done these last 4 days. But why have I been knitting so much? Because Greg's out of town until next next Saturday. He's got a photography job in the north, which is good, but I couldn't come with, which is bad. It's lonely here.
Eating dinner with his parents every evening, sort of nerve wrecking ^^' feels like I'm trying so haaaaaard not to do anything wrong since, I can't explain anything to them, no English speaky speaky no no.
( Amigurumiiii and knitwork and hairdo of the boytoy ) |
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| ...the world needs more anime with dolphins ...with ray guns... |
[May. 1st, 2008|12:26 am] |
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SERIOUSLY?? WTF?? 0o'
and that's about all I have to say at this moment, except I'm enjoying my vacation in nice and I'm totally going to fuck up my hands this week :D (with crochet... i got yarn...aaah teh smex). |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2008|11:11 pm] |
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sniff my harddrive crashed... im suffering... deppressed... mixed emotions... 1. hd dead = massive loss of stupid small things i havent backedup in a while links, my list of what comics i have and which volumes... yuck... 2. going to nice on thuesday = extremely happy/nervous, going to stay for quite a while too.. i hope everything turns out allright.. am a bit nervous since i will spend a lot of time alone and i dun kno french and his parents dun kno english... ...fuck... -o- but i miss my honey.. haven't seen him in..... what? ...a bit more 5 months.... :( |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2007|02:15 am] |
Have made 2 more totoros! weeeee :)'
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[Sep. 18th, 2007|12:58 am] |
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:) Things I've crocheted lately, posted them at weloveamigurumi so i thought i might as well post the pictures here too :)
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| Harry Potter, conclusion, thoughts and the aftermath. |
[Aug. 28th, 2007|12:32 am] |
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So I've finished it, I've finally finished it!
Possible spoilers lie behind the cut maybe not sure.. :P
I remember when my grandmother sent me the first book, she said I had to read it. Started to..then put it down only to pick it up 2 months later! I didn't like the first book but the second book tempted me when she continued to send that one as well, a couple of days later I'd finished the first and second book and pleaded grandmother to send me the third one when she was done, which she was a couple of days later, about 3 month she got hold of the forth book finished it and sent it to me! I was so excited, finished it in 4 days..(timeline should be..june-decemberish..not sure)
To say the least up until this point nr 4 was my favorite by far, the competition the character development.. Then I waited and waited and waited for what seemed like ages, book 5 was the first one I actually bought, since grandmother had passed away, I feel sorry that she never got to read the ending. Somehow I think there might be a connection to her passing and my reluctance against the deaths in book 5 and 6.
I still have the last book she ever read in my bookshelf, Eragon. Don't think I'll ever be able to read it. Books she gave or lended me before her death I have no problem with, quite the opposite they smell like her...it's comforting. Allthough my hate of cigarette smoke and stink.. grandmother being a smoker to an extreme! she smelled different..
I miss her, I break down at times still, crying when I think of her not ever comming back..back to force me to read book I'd never concider reading if she hadn't told me to... back to annoy my mother by getting insanely drunk every day..calling us talking for hours about everything and nothing..
Allthough many family members don't miss her and feel her death lifted a great weight from her childrens shoulders making them happier with each other, clearing up fights she had insited, I still wish she was here... only 2 people out of a dussin or so close family claim to miss her.. that makes me sad as well, because I understod why grandmother was the way she was and how much she regreted bad things she's done but how she was unable to undo the damage and how much she loved everybody...
I wonder when the pain of her passing won't affect me this badly everytime I think about her, why it feels like this, why can't I let it go and think of her with happily? Is it because of the revolution her death caused in the ranks of my family, mending the bonds of distant family? Is it because I can't understand why only me and my uncle, her youngest son, miss her?
I hope there'll come a time when i can remember her without feeling sad..
Anyways to conclude this entry, I hope JKR never continues Harry Potters story, I hope she takes a long rest and starts something new. :)
...~~<3
Bunny |
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| Back from Nice |
[Jan. 5th, 2007|08:10 pm] |
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nice is nice.
1st day
So the flights there were pretty ok i suppose, I got to do some shopping in 2 airports, that's allways good :)
I arrive pretty tired at the airport and get a call the moment i step out of the airplane, "Wheeeere are you??". Anyway 5 minutes later I'm getting hugged by the cutest guy I've ever known. So phew all fears are gone by that time allthough still quite nervous. :)
2nd day
I'm forced to play badminton....EEEVIIIIL FRENCH PPL!!!
The rest of the day we took it easy, which is really great. Have only met a few people I've felt this comfortable with in my life.
3rd day
We went out to this museum, which was really fun, we took loads of photos.
After that we go around looking at shops and have juice in a juice bar..rreeeeally nice juice, ofc I get to chose first and I end up taking the same thing he was planning on ordering ^^'' .
After that go home and chill for the rest of the day.
4th day
Not much to report.
5th day
Got to meet almost entire family 0.0 scary shit!!! Nobody talked english and they didn't think I ate enough. It was really fun though. Later we went out and took a whole bunch of great photos in the cemetary outside of the house in the night since it was so clear and dark out. (i love his camera.....)
6th day
I love being a tourist, ^-^ , we went out and had a walk along Promenade des Anglaise, fantastic weather, water looked perfectly swimable 0.o'''..
Then we went up a whole bunch of stairs to le Chateau, amazing view of the city *.*, so beautiful, buuut oooh so many stairs XS.
Also running around photographing one of the most beautiful cemetaries I've ever seen :) lots of angel statues, very kitch. (I want a lifesize statue of jesus !!)
Then we went on to shopping and so on. All nice and easy.
7th day
Oh the deppressing day ToT going home again. I will forever more hate this day!
Summary
If I believed in the one I think I've found him...
I really want to go back soon, but can't because of that education thingy, I'm not thouroughly sure why I'm staying here when I know I'd be really happy there.. maybe I have a good reason but just don't tell myself? 0.0''
Words can't describe how sweet Greg is
Anyhow
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| 5 days to the future, fun & 007 |
[Dec. 22nd, 2006|04:04 pm] |
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5 days until my Nice trip, nervewreck and ignoring it.
Went to the cinema with a cute guy I met at a party around 2 weeks ago, that was thuesday so thursday he calls and asks if I want to go have coffe. So we did ^^ I'm starting to like him, don't know where it is leading so far though. Buuuut it's very exciting so even if it might not go in that direction I'm still having a good time ^_^
Anyhow we saw the latest bond movie, my comment to that is Oh teh angst, >.<''''' ,
1. James is not supposed to have FEELINGS!!
2. Where's Q??
3. Why so few explosions?
Anyhow, best Bond since Sean Connery, but still by the end of it I wanted to smash his head in with a uglystick.
Thinking about uploading a lot of mp3s sometime this weekend if I have the time and get to finnish my homework today and iiif I can rerip some cds into a better format (had wrong prefs..buhu) |
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| aaaah the tag of doom |
[Nov. 10th, 2006|01:39 pm] |
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Post 6 random facts about yourself, and then tag 6 people on your friends list. (don't have 6 but since i was tagged ...by aroah)
01. I listen way to much to disney soundtracks, despairs ray and rammstein in any random order.
02. My first anime was Cyborg 009, which scarred my for life.
03. My spelling sucks.
04. I have no or little memory for birthdays, names and anything important.
05. My favorite tvshow when I was little was Macgyver and I still have the odd moment when I watch it thinking..."this is not baad".
06. Ballads most often make me cry, but not as much as Beauty and the Beast. XS Tagging: hotohori_no_koi
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| new computer :D |
[Oct. 26th, 2006|05:53 am] |
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yay, my new computer is the sexiest thing ever and i havent been this excited since..... chocolate was invented... oh i<3my new macbook....
*dancing*
too celebrate your arival i shall now download mucho things and probably drink coffee even if im supposed to avoid it...(getting closer to getting that ulcure ^^''') |
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